Just Content I Guess...
Kmt. Yep, I'm starting my blogpost with 'kiss my teeth' because I've been dulling, taking my time to write another blogpost but tonight something keeps pulling at me to write so here I am lol.
It's funny because I never used to be open and now I'm here writing blogs kinda telling people my feelings etc. Weird...
Anyhow, welcome back! I'm going to try to start writing about my journey as a single Christian woman! I just feel like I've read so many books about Christian women that are married and they tell us all about what they did before they were married and that's great but... what about the women like myself? Women that don't have a single potential in sight and would like to be married but still go through bad dates, experiences and temptations?
As much as I am single and a Christian, I am also a mother of one. I'm a woman that would love to be in love and married someday; I would love to have more children, be a great wife you know all that proverbs 31 stuff but will this ever happen? I don't know. I would love for it to happen and it definitely is a desire of mine (desire - a strong feeling of wanting to have something or wishing for something to happen), but this can only be so if it's the will of God and I hope it is, but I've also learnt to be content.
To be content is to be in a place of peaceful happiness and I could say I'm content with how I am because if God wanted it to be any other way then it would be. But am I happy... well I'm not unhappy lol, I'm just content I guess (hope that makes sense).
“Let your conduct be without covetousness; be content with such things as you have. For He Himself has said, “I will never leave you nor forsake you.””
Hebrews 13:5
Like I'm so sure God knows what I want but I'm even more sure that what He wants for me is far better than anything I could ever want for myself...
““For My thoughts are not your thoughts, Nor are your ways My ways,” says the LORD. “For as the heavens are higher than the earth, So are My ways higher than your ways, And My thoughts than your thoughts.”
Isaiah 55:8-9 NKJV
So here goes, Yemicita is going to try and do her best for the perfectly imperfect Christian girls out there that are single and seeking God whilst hoping to be a wife to a blessed guy one day...